Back to December

AIDA BINTI ROSLI
PTM150718278

Everyone must have their own favorite song, same goes to me. As for me I would choose Back To December by Taylor Swift as one of the song that list on my favorite list. For me this song is more related to me and every time I heard this song, it will remising me to old days. Actually, most of Taylor’ songs are quite related to my memories especially ‘Back To December ‘song. Besides, this song was written by her which makes it more related to her. This song genre is country pop and also she won award for ‘Teen Choice Award for Choice Break- Up Song’ so it is proven that basically not only me feels that this song are related to my memories but most of teenage also feel it. Most of teenage love to hear this song because it remind them to their exes. On the other hands, for me this song makes me feel regretted on what I have done towards someone and treats him like a fool until we had big argue and lost contact until now. I don’t know how to ask for forgiveness towards him because it feels really burden and plus I don’t ask for forgiveness especially towards men. Thus, I dedicates this song to our memories and friendship.

"Back To December"

I'm so glad you made time to see me.
How's life? Tell me how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while.
You've been good, busier than ever,
We small talk, work and the weather,
Your guard is up and I know why.
Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind.
You gave me roses and I left them there to die.

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night,"
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you.
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I go back to December all the time.

These days I haven't been sleeping,
Staying up, playing back myself leavin'.
When your birthday passed and I didn't call.
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times,
I watched you laughing from the passenger side.
Realized I loved you in the fall.

And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was "Goodbye".

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night."
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time.

I miss your tanned skin, your sweet smile,
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry.

Maybe this is wishful thinking,
Probably mindless dreaming,
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right.

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't.
So if the chain is on your door I understand.

But this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night."
And I go back to December...
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind

I go back to December all the time.
All the time.