Just Around the Corner!!

AZMIMI SYAWANI BINTI SAPIIE.

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Final Exam is just around the CORNER!!!!!!

I don't know how to describes about the feeling of facing the examination..

As I don't like to be clumsy and much thinking for the final.. It may cause me stress..

All I can do is relax.. And study... And try to do the best.. 

As my parents have give me their hope and believe that I can do and fight for this final exam..

Because they know.. I never had any basics for accounts and I failed for the Midterm exam on this subjects..

But they still courage me to fight and keep study smart.. And never want me to feel stress to think about the marks on my Midterm exam..

They are the only strength that I have now who are makes me feel strong enough on keep trying to fight..

Without them I don't know how to survive..

I will try to do my best for this final exam..

And In Syaa Allah.. I will be the one on Dean's List..

Somewhere to Travel ;)

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I ever thought of having a nice trip with my parents.. Only three of us..

I think it is nice for us to spend such a great time together somewhere in the world that nobody will looks for us.. And left us alone together..

I don't even care if the place is near or far but somewhere that we can get some fresh air and stay away from the stress..

I wish that I could bring them somewhere that they like to travel.. Cause I know they love to travel a lot.. We love to go somewhere and having great time together with the family..

I want to have much money so that I could bring them to destination that they like.. I don't care if I have to spend more money for them.. Cause I know it's all worth it to spend money for them.. 

In Syaa Allah.. I will make it true someday.. As I want to thank them for all they give to me since I was born till now ;)

BOOKS..

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Before this.. I like to read books so much..

When I am a child at the age 10 years old.. My parents often brought me and my siblings to the National Library.. Especially during weekends and school holidays..

All of us had a member card so that it makes us easier to borrow some books from there..

As an older child in the family.. My parents urges me to read more books and I always borrowed about 5-6 books.. Especially English books.. 

No matter how types of genre of the books as long as the books contains much useful content..

Then after finish read all the books.. My father will asked us to tell him the story back.. Because he wants to make sure that we were reading all the books that have been borrowed and wanted us to have much understanding towards the books..

But know.. I rarely reading books..

I don't know why.. Maybe because I doesn't have enough time to read books.. 

Hmm.. I will try to read the books that I bought.. I couldn't finish the book yet..

Because I didn't brings it here.. :)

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Norzalifah Binti Remeli
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    First and foremost ,I want to praise to Allah because I finally manage to finish this blog assignment which is impossible for me at first but i finally realize , i love to do this kind of thing , to express my opinions , feelings and know a little bit more about my teammate through this assignment .I just can't believe it this semester is about to end . I still remember the first time i meet my classmates and how silent our class is at first .Now , our bond are tighter and they means like family to me . I hope everyone will perform their best in final examination which is around the corner . I hope this friendship will last long .That's all from me . See you guys next semester ! :)

stop on body shaming

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    Have you ever listen to Shake it off song by Taylor Swift ? my post kinda related with this song which tells us to love our body . I really want to write about this so i can stand and speak out for myself and the other girls out there who face the same things like me .To those who taught body shaming is okay ,It is totally not .

    I wake up every day and wanting to change the fact that i am 39 kg skinny girl who often being judged because of my weight even though i am not the one who ask for being this thin .I go through this every day .No matter where I am at , Be at the mall , events and especially high schools .People will say 'do you get enough vitamins ?' 'you look like a living skeleton' and so on . I found it offensive and feel like want to punch them real hard so they know how pain is it to be judged . 

   I know i'm not the only one who go through this situation , every one who face the same thing like I do , please set in your mind that our body is not made to please the public .We as free as a bird to be what we want to be and don't care about what people say because they just starve your attention . We are beautiful in our own way and don't let the beauty standard make you hate about yourself .Beautiful is measured by attitude not with the beauty of someone . 

Saving money

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        Nowadays, money is an important things to us and it can be classify as basic needs to me because i can't do almost everything in this world without money .Unfortunately , after became a student , it almost impossible for me to save money because it was an obligation to spend money here right after wake up from sleep so one of my way to save money is purchasing used textbooks from seniors and i'm going to sell it when i'm finished with those textbooks .The most challenging things when save money is not to shop when hanging out with friends especially when my hostel is near to the city . it only takes 30 minutes to go to Kuala Lumpur by train . I can spend 200 bucks in a day when going out to the city and end up with eating Nasi Bujang for the rest of the weeks .I can tell you Nasi Bujang is one of my best friend now (smirk) .In order to reduce my weakness on saving money , I choose to be friend with people who love to spend time in the hostel and I also brings a tons of novel to the hostel so i won't get bored and choose to get an entertainment by going out to the city .Besides, I choose to go to the college by walking than goes by bus or taxi . I rather burning my face in hot weather than burning my wallet with RM 2 every day for the transportation fees .The best way to save money is to realize how hard my parents have sacrifice in order to provide money for me . Last but not least , I shop at places where they offer student discount to student with student ID like one of the restaurant behind our hostel where it provide students discounts . I hope my desire to spend money will be reduced one day because i don't want my generation will inherit this bad attitude :p .

Fear

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    As a normal human being ,there was always fear in our life .Fears grips the minds of many of us including me .There was 3 biggest fears on my life .First , the fear of darkness , I will be the first one who became panic if the electricity turns down .I always imagined nonsense things such as there was a big monster will going to eat me in the dark and without any shame , I admit i do sleep with the light on if I have to sleep alone .

     Next , normally people do fear of height , but not me . I do fear of not being good enough which always drop my self esteem . I will have moments that i believed i'm not smart enough , not pretty enough for anyone but this don't stop me to try my best to achieve my goals . I trust every single person in this world is talented in their own way and people like me should  stop being insecure with others people abilities and  always seek alternatives to be better self in order to overcome this fears .

    In a nutshell ,everyone definitely will have this type of fear , the fear of losing someone you love or in other words , thantophobia . I have experienced losing my  beloved brother last year and it give me an anxiety feeling towards people for almost 3 month especially when he was the only brother that i have in this world ,Its hard for me to accept the truth but life is non stop journey that we must go through no matter how hard the situation is . I'm afraid if one day my beloved family will left me behind even though death is natural phenomenal that occur to us . It's just the matter of time . 

    I hope this fears won't prevent me to be who I want to be and kills my opportunity to be the best in this world .